Sorry to hear this. I will say though that is why cheese makers don't go and become diesel mechanics unless they know what to expect and are willing to learn and put up with the difficulties. Stick it out and you will do fine but I do know the feeling of not fitting in and not feeling like the job is for you.
Wow, that's terrible. One thing that comes to mind of what most issues are...people. This is how I felt this week:
Sorry to hear things are not going as you wanted but as much as I say I hate technology, I.T. and that I just don't think I could do anything else because I am in too deep. I really wish I had a job where I could build and "play" with high end computer components every day not boring I.T. stuff like I do but a job is a job and pay is good right now.
Sorry to hear, but it just means those jobs weren't a good enough fit for you. Here I sit with a great job, but most of the coworkers locally here (I'm the only IT person) being immature and egotistic, they make my position feel like dirt. What gets me down is that I don't get along with many people here, but as long as I stay to myself and get paid, things will be all right for me. I would love to be a coworker of yours somewhere someday. I still think of making a the final break and just living off the money I have, just have to be careful of when to do it.
