This whole work situation is really getting me down. At night I have a heard time going to sleep because I dread having to wake up in the morning to go there. I should be thankful and one one hand I am, but I don't think the money is worth it. I hate the way this job makes me feel. I feel imprisoned here everyday. I hate the way they do business and I try to separate myself from it. It goes against all my principles of being fair and honest. I try to separate myself from it so I can always still walk away from here feeling good in the end. I want to try to like it. I enjoy my work part at least. But i feel so dirty working here. I don't fit in. I need a change real bad.
